so it's official...
for the fibromyalgia at least... they put me son some meds for that... and i am on some medication for the lupus... if it helps me (pain starts going away, rashes disappear, i feel better) then that is my diagnosis.
the fibro and the lupus have some of the same symptoms, so it was hard to him to say if i just had one or the other or both.
what's throwing him off is one of the biggest symptoms of lupus other than the pain is rashes in places where your skin is exposed to the sun... like your face, arms and hands, and bottoms of the legs. but my rashes are in places that aren't exposed to the sun... my chest, stomach, and upper thighs. so that's why i am taking the meds to see if they help, and if they do, i have lupus.
...
so yeah.
i'm hurting... i had to stay home from work today because i'm hurting so badly... i hope this is something that doesn't continue, because i can't afford to stay home all of the time...
but anyway... enough complaining.

i want to watch lost.
i don't think i'm ever going to get into a show again while it's live on tv. i can't stand this waiting for the next episode. we didn't get into lost until right before this season, so we were able to watch the first three seasons on dvd. we could watch as many as we wanted at a time... stop when we wanted to... go back and rewatch things if we needed to... and NO COMMERCIALS!
i've never been into a show like i have with lost.
the only other one i watched religiously was scrubs, but they kind of lost me this season... only because i think that they thought they were going to be cancelled so they were wrapping things up... but now that abc picked them up, i hope the show will kind of pick up. the last episode i watched was the "green" episode... i have the rest on my dvr, but i think i'm just going to wait for the dvd to come out before i watch the rest.

well i believe i have babbled long enough.
i hope all of the mamas had a happy mother's day!
have a fantasmic day!